Entrevista

• Como você dá o melhor na sua vida?
  I don't cut myself any slack when it comes to accountability. I try to own my flaws in their entirety, without indulging in self-hatred or sinking into neurosis.
• Com que frequência você viaja? Você prefere viajar ou você é mais um casero?
  Travel? Ha! I can't afford to travel very far. I do enjoy it, though. I'd like to visit Columbus, home to the largest bathhouse in the United States.
• Quais são as especificidades de seu estilo de vida que fazem quem você é?
  I do my best to lead a productive life. I'm beginning graduate school to get a degree in cybersecurity, not because it'll make me money, but because it'll let me help people.
  I mean, I have things I do for recreation. Punk rock and goth shows. I love a good book or film. I avidly play chess. But that's all secondary to leading a life that makes the world a little less shitty.
• Conte-nos um pouco sobre si mesmo, se você fosse escolher algo, o que você gostaria que os outros absolutamente soubessem sobre você?
  I have a personality. I'm not just a submissive, semen-stained sock puppet. I mean, I am that, but I'm also the sub for guys who are down for conversation /and/ sexual violence. Not just the latter.
• O que você mais gosta em si mesmo?
  My ironic sense of humor. The fact that I'm intelligent, and that I care about the things I believe. The fact that I'm blessed with a submissive sexuality and get to feel what it's like to let a man control me, to put all my trust in him.
• O que você faz para se divertir?
  DRUGS. No, I'm ddf. I love punk concerts, other alternative music events. Cities are always beautiful to me, and I love exploring them, trying restaurants, and cafes, looking at art exhibits. Peoplewatching. I like that, too. I don't mean to sound pretentious, but the sheer complexity and uniqueness of human faces, the fact that behind every one of them is a mind with their own feelings, beliefs, regrets, hopes . . . It's an amazing thing to contemplate.
• O que o distingue de todas as outras pessoas que você conhece?
  My appearance. My personality, for better and for worse. My deeply submissive nature.
• Se nós sentamos na praia e bebemos vinho e comemos boa comida só você e eu, o que você iria me dizer sobre você e sua vida?
  Recently, I've come to the realization that we have agency in our own lives. We're responsible for our own happiness. Nobody else. And life isn't something that happens to you, it requires your agency. So to that point, I've really started embracing life in a way I never did before. Let's try that new fetish, let's go to that event, let's apply for that new apartment. Et cetera.
• O que os outros deveriam saber absolutamente sobre você?
  My private gallery password is "1985." No period.
• Quais são seus hobbies, o que você gosta de fazer em seu tempo livre?
  I love working with makeup, cooking, and exercising. And I especially love cooking for Doms.
• Qual é o seu "nicho"?
  Edgy androgyny, sex positivity, and the bottom bunk.
• Conte-nos sobre a melhor experiência que você teve na vida.
  I think the most recent really great experience I've had was my first high-quality BDSM experience. The Dom I played with was a lovely, intelligent, kind man who had a ton of experience. A real renaissance man, with a house packed with books, gear, and objets d'art. The kind of person I'd like to be. He flogged me, poured hot wax over my back . . . but the most exciting part of it was mental. The first time a guy had ever truly made me submit, brought me to heel. It was wonderful, and left me feeling the happiest I'd been in a while.
• O que você gostaria que seus leitores soubessem sobre você que é único e até um pouco pessoal?
  For me, sex work is the only way I can really make a living without compromising my anticapitalist politics and my sense of self. All these gay boys working in the system that exists now, selling makeup, selling preworkout supplements, working in corporate management . . . I'm not like them. I hate having to censor myself, put on a mask that's inoffensive to the mainstream. And I hate to participate in an economic system that I see as fundamentally unethical, coercive, and destructive.
• Que tipo de regime de dieta e fitness você segue?
  I don't drink or smoke. So I'm a pretty terrible goth. I generally follow a pseudo-paleo diet. All the veggies. Bone broth. Gourmet coffee. I exercise regularly and avoid drugs and alcohol. Mostly.
• O que você diria que são suas maiores qualidades e especialidades?
  I'm much tougher, mentally speaking, than most would guess, and I'm also very compassionate and mature. As far as more prurient subjects go, I can do androgyny very, very well. And I'm a very good bottom.
• Quais são 5 coisas que você não pode viver sem?
  In no particular order, gothy music, black clothing, makeup, tasty, healthy food, and hedonism.